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| 12:55am 10/03/2004 |
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I thought that I should have an unclutterd room to write down my thoughts.
Have you ever had those days where you went around half confused, and you didn't understand what the confusion was about. You felt like you could fall asleep at the wheel while still being awake. A strange zoning feeling. I had that... I didnt know why I went to all the stores I did go to today. Well I did but I probably was tired. And I believe it started with the morning becuase I forgot that today isnt Wensday it's Tuesday. Actually if you live here in AZ then it's 8 minutes till Wensday. Joy.
Tomorrow I have my drawing class. My teacher seems to teach more how to create art and express your self rather then how to buy the most expensive tools. My friend Angela and I were discussing this topic that most college art teachers loose the sight of what is most important (relative importance to Angela and I) and that they teach the most expensive things rather then the most thoughtfull and enriching learning.
I found out that a co-student of my brother's (Ive been getting to know them) she is thinking about moving back to Japan. She told me that if she did she would send me a letter asking me to join them for a while. Isn't that awsome! I might have a chance to move to Japan for a while!
I think that during the summer I am going to take a Japanese Language class, one Ive already taken, and Im going to take a web designing class so that I can create better websites with Dreamweaver.
Since my father got laid off he has been buying A LOT of computer related hardware and software.
He bought:
*A MAC X
*Second largest flat screen
*Lots of Storage space
*MAYA (3D application, same one used in LOTR)
*Dreamweaver MX 2004, Flash "", Freehand "", Fireworks ""
*Adobe Photoshop CS
*Adobe Illustrater 10.0
*New Ink jet printer plus we got a second one for free...
Scarey?
I've been working on my comics again. I stopped for a while focusing on academics but now Im back working full throtel again. Ive got some good ones started. For those of you who have read my dreams in the past I started to make a comic about the one where I have my hand sprout new hands after taking a bad roll in a board game.
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| 01:27pm 09/02/2004 |
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I went to a plus size model search ... thing.
A company called Models Plus International or something like that was looking for new models and they held a small meeting where girls can come give them a picture, cat walk quickly to be video taped and they gave a speach on what they are looking for and what they expect and about the modeling world. Most of the women had to be over 28. I think only one was my age... or aroung my age. I was the only one dressed ... Torrid or Hot Topic like. It was alot of fun, I was nervouse but you wont believe how nice these people were. The funniest part was the males who never spoke who sat next to one of the head people of the company. They look EXACTLY like the guys who see in movies, stuck up freaks who wear purple based colors, with their sunglasses and suits. And their gross hair. Nasty looking men, I didnt like them at all.
The good thing though is when I cat walked up I heard the 2 women whisper:
"Oh! She's got on cute clothes."
"Yes she does!"
Yeay.
Today I go back to see what "Grade" I got.
A-D
A= The want to take you to LA or NYC right away.
B= You need to work on your look but they might take you still.
C= You need to work on your look and your technique and they wont take you.
D= You need to think of a new career.
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| 06:30pm 31/01/2004 |
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Work work work.
I got new shoes and a new skirt yeay.
I have this skirt but its better on me :P
I bought these shoes. THEY are SO cute! |
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| 10:34pm 27/01/2004 |
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I worked on another approx., 70 images of Alan Rickman into my site but they were corrrupted so I had to trash them all. 4 hours wasted. Boo hoo.
I picked up my broder and I said hi to Merijka (sorry if name is spelt wrong) Then later I went to Naturally Women and I have a one year membership now. I start tomorrow. In 4 months I WILL be 45 pounds lighter.
Meow |
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| 02:09pm 26/01/2004 |
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Im bored look me and my scary faces,... grrrr!
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| 01:24pm 26/01/2004 |
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I painted him. He comes from my nightmares, the only dreams I have. The rain ruined the red but I plan to fix it soon. I got my acrylic sealer now.
Ive read all the HP books. Im reading The Color Purple now. |
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| What has little Michelle been up to? |
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| 12:43pm 26/01/2004 |
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Work, X-mas I got a Digital Camera and an MP3/CD player, Birthday Im 19 now. I broke up with my BF, he cheated on me. Oh well. Ready for classes, they start. Im taking all GIS (Geographical Information Systems) Classes and one drawing class. I want to start acting classes or something because im not shure if drawing is just for me... Im thinking about acting rather then GIS... Wierd me yeah. Ive changed my layout to my site so that its simpler, I made a fan site to Alan Rickman http://www.naiteiru.com/alan/ Its well done I think cept' I need people to send me Stuffness. I painted a mural on the front hood of my car. Ill take a picture of it soon. Thats about it I guess. Oh we tiled our entire house and I have a new smaller bed that is better for my back :D
-Michelle |
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| 01:25pm 25/12/2003 |
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Finally I got to see Micheal after about a week of no Micheal. We are ganna hang out Friday after I get off work. I got 3 presents for X-mas.
Harry Potter book 4
Hello Kitty Slippers
MP3/CD player that has a non Mac OX compatible CD BUT we have Itunes that will burn MP3 CD's anyways. BUT it keeps crashing on me. ARGNESS.
Well my B-day is coming up I cant wait!
I might ask for a Game boy advanced SP or whatever its called.
Or I might just ask for the acrylic sealer.
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| 10:12am 21/12/2003 |
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Ive been really busy with work all of the sudden and I havnt been doing much else. Also on top of that I am getting sick again. Real bad. Ive been really depressed becuase our house is all torn up so that my parents can have tile put in EVERY room except 2. Guess which ones??? Mying and my brothers. Shows how much they care. PLus they are repainting their room and redoing their bathroom to make it look like a model bathroom. They are buying all new furniture for their room too. Shows how much they care about us. Im also depressed becuase there is no christmas at my house. There is no tree, and when I asked for a one foot high plastic tree my mother grew very angery as if, 'why would I ask such a thing?'. There are no lights at our house. AND NO DECORATIONS at all. Plus my family doesnt even want to do the simple task of making cookies for X-mas. My depression goes further. My boyfriend keeps forgetting to call me and forgets about the days he said he would come over. Then yesterday I ask him if he would like to eat out with my family (Normal thing for friends to come all the time) and he said yes. But right before we left he changed his mind. He said he was just tired and told me he wasnt mad or anything. I dont know... I mean I was depressive around him but for obvious reasons. Plus its that time of month. So this christmas is no christmas at all.
Good news... I got Employee of the Month for the District. I got a sterling silver coated braclet. My hours picked up and last week I think I got 24 or something like that and this week (My weeks at work start on sunday) I get 18... although I work X-mas eve and the day after X-mas.
I hope you are all having a wonderful X-mas... I hope mying can pick up.
I mean Im getting presents but you know what people? that doesnt matter. If you havnt already learned. I would much rather have the house not clutterd. (AND I MEAN SERIOUSLY CLUTTERD) And I would like it if my parents were happier and not always so upset. And... my ultimate wish and present for X-mas is for my mother to love me. |
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| Oekaki Clique weblink site! |
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| 01:13pm 10/12/2003 |
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Oekaki Clique weblink site!
No other place to put this but here! Think its not enough that you put your oekaki boards here? Why not post them in a place where lots of people will soon go? I made a clique site that is kind of like a webring. The link is below:
http://naiteiru.com/oekweb.html
The rules are simple and the usual. The layout is simple for easy access!
I checked out alot of your oekaki sites and I really like them! |
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| 09:58pm 21/11/2003 |
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??????????????????????
Hee hee a friend said my BF looks like Sean William Scott! What do YOU think?
 
 
Hee hee
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| 09:45pm 21/11/2003 |
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Finally Micheal is ganna take me on a real date. Hopefully in the next few days.
Todays was my moms B-day. She liked her ring! Yeay... Although sadly, just like always, she didnt believe I could do any better then fake and she was EXTREMELY surprised that I had actually went out to like 6 different jewlers to find and buy her REAL ring. Whatever. I have learned through living with this woman that she will never appreciate me and I will never live up to her standerds...
I have a huge bruise on my foot. Ow. On the top of it. PLUS I have a huge burn on my thumb that killed some skin cells. OW.
I started to learn programing in my comp class about a 2 weeks ago and already its too easy for me. Although its only QBASIC and there aint much to it... BUT My computer teacher said in our class, "I have a lunch meeting coming up where I will invite the best programmers in my classes to eat with me. I will write down their names and help them get an interview when they are ready" etc., "No one in this class will go except maybe her" And he points to me! WOW.... Maybe...
Well anyways. Yeay I get to be with Micheal tomorrow...
Hey I need everyones input on this one:
Micheal sometimes tells me he loves me.... and we have only been going out a week and a half. Is that too soon? Or am I reading too much into it? |
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| 11:27pm 13/11/2003 |
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Well alot has happend lately. Since there is a bit of things Ill sort them by topic.
Work
I told my managers that I want a keyholder job and to get more hours I have changed my classes so that I work nights so I can work mornings. They get more hours. So next opening Ill get promoted! WOO.
Parties
I went to Alison's (My manager's) house warming party. She has an AWSOME HOUSE with a devil red room and a devil bathroom! She collects devils :D Every one was real drunk esp. Alison's mother who kept trying to get me to drink anything or eat anything at all and finally I had some of her Sex in a Dish. Its like a gram cracker thing, real tastey. Then I might go to FInding Nemo party she is probably going to have. I figure they'll watch the movie while getting drunk :P
Boys/Girls
I was hanging out with this guy named Chris for a while but after awhile he said that I weirded him out. Pft, nothing new Im used to that response so now he ignores me. Well then Kali started to tell me that she likes me, and that her boyfriend Scott likes me too. I told her that I wasnt shure if I liked women in that way and that I didnt want to do anything with her because I didnt want to hurt her if and possibaly I choose that I dont like women. But she kept telling me that it was ok and not to worry. So I say ok Ill think about it. 3 Days go by and we hang out basically like normal but we hold hands thats about it. And on the third day I tell her that I dont like women, I came upon this conclusion. She grew REALLY upset and started to send me cruel E-mails and would cuss at me. I told her that I dont like women and thats who I am, and that is THAT. She still doesnt understand. BUT during those 3 days she introduces me to:
Micheal
Micheal works with Kali at Micheals the craft store! Yes he gets the joke ALL the time, "Your Micheal who works at Micheals!". :P Well we had SOOOOOOO much in common! It was crazy the only bad thing was that Kali would flirt with him TOO. You see I dont like her thinking... When you are with someone sexually (her bf scott) you dont go and flirt with other people. Its gross. Though Scott knows what she is doing... Whatever. So I knew that he liked me but I just needed to get alone with him. So finally I did and we flirted ALOT and finally we decided to date. So guess what that means? My first BF. Yep......
School
I got a B- on my next essay and I didnt finish correcting half of it! Wow. And my Geo class is fun. But the greatest thing is that Im learning programming (QBASIC) in my comp. class and I am one of the ONLY people able to do it. Fun huh!? Im having so much fun with it! I made a program that took given data and found out the total payment of 10% plus a bonus if their TGS was over 80000. blah blah boring info, but i like doing these cause its like solving a math problem!!!!!
Home
We are painting our house and redoing everything. And I am getting internet in my room soon.
Art
I have been working on a Comic with a guy named Steve who is real awsome! Plus a comp. asked me to make T-shirts for their T-shirt site! Woo I feel cool now! Plus I have been doing flyers for bands and then I have been working on my own art. Lately I have drawn 2 drawings for Micheal :P hee hee.
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| 05:48pm 21/10/2003 |
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My dad was layed off today.
I cried.
I have 9 bug bites all over my body.
Christopher Lilagen who i thought liked me, has a girlfriend.
My prescription price went up.
Today is the worst fucking day. |
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